Posts tagged depressed
Remember, You're the insane one.
(Source: pleatedjeans, via sapphicfaery)
Last night I couldn’t sleep again.
I’m getting very tired of it. *shrug* but what can I do?
I have overwhelming feelings at times, well okay, a LOT lately…
I’m not sure exactly why though I’m pretty sure it has to do with not having a job right now and also not HAVING my goddamn car to drive. I can’t complain about that though, I told Stephen he could use my car to go to work since it gets great gas mileage. -fuck-
I feel like a caged bird. I can’t go ..no…fuck this mindset! I gotta find a way to stop this depression. I don’t give a shit if its cloudy outside, I’m going to do things! So what if my boyfriend doesn’t seem to want to do anything with me right now, I don’t need him all the time. I’m my own damn person.
Okay. So what to do now?
Any suggestions?
I need liqueur.
Now.
please.
Opt
I should be searching for a job but I am so depressed all I want to do is artsy things…but then I feel guilty for shunning the applying process and become even more depressed.
I don’t want to do anything. My car is still broken which is starting to drive me nuts not being able to do anything. Woe is me, I fucking whine too much.
*sucking it up*
Life is awesome.
Whoa…
So fucking depressed. I really want to fucking end it. Everything. I’m done trying to be brave,awesome, genius. Fuck it. Fuck.
What’s new in my world.
Look at yourself. Look at your face. Look at your body. Look at your life. Nobody wants you. Even you don’t want you. You’re insignificant. No contribution to anything. You’re a waste of space. You won’t get anywhere in life. You’re going to end up just like millions of other people. You’re not special. You’re the disposable friend. You’re a creep. Nobody would notice if you were gone. You’re not fun. You’re not attractive. You’re just you. Useless you. Unwanted, you.
I’m tired of this stupid up and down shit. I feel fine, I feel bummed, I gain weight, I lose a little, mishaps befall.
I’m getting sick and it feels like the last damn straw. I’m tired, exhausted and in pain. I can’t walk anywhere or move without something hurting and trust me, sleeping on an airmattress does not help.
Oooooh guess what!? I started carving again. I believe I shall continue for a while.
Oi
I cannot stress enough how much it would make my night if I got some happy, nice, awesome, cheerful messages in my inbox….:(
