Posts tagged drinking

I hate how everyone says to “love your body”. To me its ridiculous. I’ve tried again and again to love every flaw every fucking stretch mark every damn stupid part of my hideous body but it always comes back at me and hits me hard in the gut. I’m not beautiful, I’m not. No ones ever said I was and no one ever will nor mean it. I’ll have a good day but at the end I’m still this big fat nasty piece of shit and I just want to slice every inch of this body to remind myself not to pretend that I’ll one day be pretty. Why even get my hopes up I hate being nice to everyone they never appreciate it. 

I just don’t understand.

I’ve had a few drinks…ok…I’ve had about 6 shots of tequila and misc.vodka mixed drink blah blah blah.
Mums driving. Ya. Me, passenger.
Me: texting texting texting.
Mum: Stop texting and driving!
Me: I’m not *slurr* texting
Mum:….
Me: um. I’m not driving….*face palm*